Whatever happens, do (not) care

Life is going good and things are going as usual. The day before, reading the first head line from the newspaper that the Swine Flu is spreading all over the country, I was disappointed and various thoughts came to my mind. All of a sudden, the bomb blast in Hyderabad with that blood stains scene watched in the television was infront of my eyes. It reminded me threats on the city for Ganesh Immersion. Increasing death rate day-to-day with this Swine flu panic turned in my mind for ten seconds. Then I kept the newspaper on the chair and was again busy with my routine work.

On my way to the office today, after seeing a few people wearing surgical masks, all those bomb blast, Ganesh Immersion, etc worried me. My thoughts went on and wondered how people are least bothered about losing lives and irrespective of threats around, people are moving freely on the roads to survive. Many people are moving around, some with the intention to go to office on time, some going to college, some going to movie, and some going to attend a very important work, etc… And suddenly I realised that even I am going to office without bothering much about the swine flu or people loosing their lives with this kind of serious viruses etc. Then I realised that where ever and what ever happens to the world, people move around on their respective works and there is no point in blaming someone for something.
This is how the life is. God saves the world.

Why only this? Why not that…

Why only birds fly in air? Why can’t we…

Why only children below three years stay at home without any work? Why not others…

Why should people die? Why not live long…

Why mom says me to laugh slowly? Why not louder…

Why did dad leave me? Why didn’t he stay with me…

Why my sister asks me to do this? Why not that…

Why my teacher kept saying me to be quiet? Why not to make noise…

Why my friends have less time to spend with me? Why not more time…

Why should I go for work regularly? Why not take leaves…

Why should I sit? Why not stand…

Why should I work always? Why not rest always…

Why should I talk this way? Why not that way…

Why should I do this? Why not that…

One, two, three…

Its been two years ten months since I met a few people who were appointed to work with me. I was very much inspired by their experience in writing for business magazines. Had a desire to learn from them and started observing their work process. Besides my regular work I started reading their blogs. Inspired by their writings and created blog for my own space with my friend Akhil’s guidence. Though couldn’t update it regularly, that was my first step towards writing. Slowly started working on questionnaires for interviews, writing abstracts, writing titles for articles. With my best friend Ramakrishna’s encouragement and with Akhil’s support, I have decided to start writing an article for our magazine. Started working on it and finished it successfully on the topic ‘Online Patient Records‘. As it was my first article, it required much editing and kept on reworking for more than six times. Though it was delayed and not published in the scheduled issue, it came out well. And it was the cover story for another issue. I was very happy and my mom felt great to see my writing in my magazine. It was the support of all my friends Ramakrishna, Akhil and Santhosh. Then with more confidence, started working for second article on ‘Emergency Medical Services in India.’ I worked and tried to finish the article for the scheduled issue. With my increased levels of confidence, wrote my third article with very less support from my friends. I feel great for this and wanted to increase the count by improving my reading and writing skills.

HOPE TO WRITE MORE.

Thanks to my mom and all my friends for supporting me and helping me always in delivering best of mine.

Want to write more…

Having a desire for writing more and asking myself to write more and more…

Hope to post regularly.

Some sad moments :(

These are my thoughts after losing our playful, always cheerful colleague Mr. Raju Narsingoji

He was a very good colleague of ours, who was young and cheerful guy, a very easygoing person who had a strong desire to look after his wife and 10 months old kid. He had a goal to buy a good house and get settled quickly. He used to keep on discussing all these with me and he used to tell me that he loves his kid and wife very much.

I wonder how he managed all the burdens of married life while always having a smile on his face. He use to take every word / situation in a very easy way and he used to find the solution for every problem very fast.

We are a very good and joyful team which is why we have a reputation of being a very noisy team in the office. And Raju was one of the main contributors to that noise by his leg pulling and humourous one-liners with which he teased the other people.

He fell ill last month for one week but even after coming back to work, his weakness continued and later he was asked to get admitted in the hospital because he was in a critical condition as he was suffering from respiratory failure due to improper diagnosis. He was a person who doesn’t have any bad habit so, all of us were first shocked but expected that he will recover fast and be back to office very soon. But, all of a sudden, we heard the news yesterday that he expired. I could not believe this and I was in tears. This was in spite of assurances from the doctor that he had recovered 99 percent the day before.

We will miss him in the team always. Rest in peace.

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